new project

in a few days i will start my new sewing project every time i finish a dress i say to my self this will be the last but something happens and i start all over again my eldest daughter will be married in november and i have to make two dresses one for me and one for her sister i started to worry already but somehow this worry makes me feel busy but i want to try to put a smile on my face again because i feel i'm loosing it....................

never happy

before the last two weeks i was feeling bored and unuseful then a friend asked me to do her a dress to be finished on the fourth of july that means it will take two weeks to be ready i started working it was very stressfull and i was so tensed and angry and didn,t do any house work and couldn,t speak to any one just working day and night untill it was finished yesterday ,it looked good but i wasn't satisfied with what i did i thought i can do better please tell me what you think about it it is a mango style and i altered a burda pattern to do it it was very hard because i dont have a tailor dummy now when i'm finished with it i'm sarting to get bored again